fuck this job.com

Sorry folks I havn't felt like posting a new blog for a while and this will be somewhat of an essay.

Funny, I thought a new job, and a new start would improve my life..ofcourse it wont how stupid could I be??!!

My new job is shit...and now I have the misfortune to have passed my probabtion period. I have been off work for a week and a half(half was bereavement leave and half pre-booked holiday time)and now I'm dreading going back to work on fucking sunday at 6am again.

My grandfather died 2 weeks ago on sunday, and I have lots of mixed feelings going on, I will explain. Unfortunately in the last few years, me and my grandfather were not that close almost to the point of me hating him, in his last few years of life he did nothing but complain, and sit in his damned chair drinking away any respect I ever had for him. He would drink 3 or 4 bottles of whiskey every day and he had diabetes...then he wondered why he was dying...dumb fuck!

** This might be kind of long, I just really need to rant.

My boss is the worst one there is. I'm not even kidding you. I work in shitty a restaurant. My boss is literally the worst guy for the job.

He has no sense of cleanliness. He has this whole attitude where he thinks that he doesn't have to clean up after himself, because somebody will do it for him. Like if he makes a food order, he'll leave the entire area looking like shit, and will ignore it. He feels he doesn't have to clean it, because "the mexicans will be here in a few hours to clean it.." (That too pisses me off, he uses the word 'mexican' as a derogatory word.). Not only that, but he also leaves garbage over everywhere, and the mail. He'll refuse to take care of any of it, because "xxx will come in to take care of it" ... xxx meaning me.