I just want out

I want out of this stinking nightmare quagmire of crap and corruption. Backstabbing, sniping, bickering and blubbering like two year olds. It's like a pre-fucking-school nightmare I can't wake up from. There is no solution. I have to get out and I have to get out soon. And I mean within the next few weeks. I have had enough.

I know it will never, ever change. It will only ever get worse. And the money is a fucking insult. The only things that change are the responsibility and workload, they increase, increase, increase. Nothing else changes. The shit just gets deeper every year. And the promises just keep coming, like always.

If I could only pay my bills with promises and pie in the sky frilly dreams of how great it is all going to be. "Going to" being the key phrase in that sentence. It never will be.

It is literally killing me to work here. I am going to have a stroke or something soon.